AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS THE END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so why aren't  i happy?
BECAUSE OF ALL THE STUPID END OF YEAR PROJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sooooooooooooo frustrating...i havn't played my violin in 5 days, so now my violin is torturing me by going out of tune. T.T (who knew violins had an attitude too?)

and another thing....no quiet leisure time to sit down, and DRAW
so yes, i'm very sad right now...
nothing drawn...Hopefully tomorrw i'll hav SOME time, but i promise to help a friend on a project.

so much for end of year...


by the way... any of u photoshop experts? cn u give me some advice or sites that can teach me how to color original drawings? cuz i JUST got photoshop, and i need to know how before i screw up on of my drawings...
Thank u! :)

so it seems that im under a lot of pressure, and i am.
and im also not getting enough sleep....

any how...one day i end up falling asleep on the couch listening to Ueda's solo, Ai no Hana. and i had a dream that i was standing in this clearing in a forest, looking over a clear lake. the funny thing is, the song was about cherry blossoms and such, but i didn't see  a single cherry blossom or any other flower. but the thing is, the music in the background of ai no hana had the water sparkling effect, and so did my dream. *siiiiiiiiigh* the dream was so wonderful. the volume was so perfect, it sounded like ueda was singing somewhere in the forest. too bad the song ended and i woke up TT_____________TT

so if YOU need to relieve stress, plug in ur iPod and listen to ai no hana and just let the music take control...
waitamin....that was from LOVEJUICE.....>.>  <.<